Sunday, May 13, 2007

Mom






Happy Mothers Day Mom.
Thank you for always loving & encouraging me.
Thank you for being a praying mom.
Thank you for loving & honoring dad.
Thank you for being a wonderful mimi.
Thank you for being you.
You are loved.

& thank you my four beautiful girls for making me a mom.
you are my most treasured gift from God.
my wish for you is that you find your joy & peace in the Lord
& that you become everything you wish to become.

xoxo

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Old houses & bird houses

We have a wonderful old home just down the street from us. The owners also have a little antique store around the corner...great place to browse.
I love to take Caroline over to their property each spring~ just so many wonderful places to photograph....old fences, ivy covered spaces, chickens-roosters & a turkey too.
Here Caroline thought that the chicken dance would be appropriate!
Once must always make time to stop & smell the roses.


Remember my little chickadee family.....since i don't have a digital camera many of my photos are uploaded after the moment.
Here is a picture of momma or daddy birdie entering their little home.


We have seen the little family many times since the infamous evening where we feared for the little one's life...post birdhouse flop. Anyway, they come & perch on our back windows. We have seen about 5 of them in the trees ~ big birdies feeding the little ones. And also splashing around in the bird bath. My girls are familiar with their song so they let me know when they are "out back"!




Saturday, May 05, 2007

My Happily Ever After



I love this man.

He is my favorite friend...that's our little nickname-well one of them anyway.

He is my sweetheart.

He is my soul mate.

He is my hero.

We spent 8 hours together last night in the emergency room. He was having some unusual symptoms~a weird all over sensation, he felt flush , & he had a strange sensation down his arm. I was headed out the door to work. He asked me to stay with him....this is completely out of character for him.

We drove to the hospital , signed in & they did an EKG.

We waited & waited, we read the paper & my magazines, we talked, we made calls to our friends, we snacked , we laughed, & we snuggled, and we prayed.

They ran a slew of tests- all of which came back negative. The doctor chalked it up to stress & told us to followup with his primary care doctor. Dan was relieved that they found nothing. The nurse in me wants to know what was going on.

I love that man.

He is an amazing man. He is selfless, kind, gentle, romantic, funny , handsome, tender, and loyal.

He married me and became an instant father to three fatherless little girls.

He became a new daddy two years later. These four precious girls are so privileged & fortunate to call him Daddy.

I love that man.

Not a day goes by that I forget to thank the Lord for bringing him to me.

He is my happily ever after.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

This makes me smile

So it seems that not only a pink grill
but also a pink and a chartreuse oscillating fan will complete my favorite shabby chic look!
such a wonderful catalog that always makes me smile.

Monday, April 30, 2007

A Portrait












I take painting lessons from a wonderful lady named Kaly.
She teaches out of her home. Madison takes on Mondays with 3 other kids.
I take on Friday mornings with two other ladies.
I usually work in oils while Madison will either work with acrylics or do sketches.

Kaly asked me Friday if she could paint a portrait of Caroline.
Let me think a moment.....
ummmm......
YES!!! ABSOLUTELY!!!!!OF COURSE!!!!

She has chosen the close-up from Caroline's day in the tulips.
I can't wait!

Mailbox treats



So I ordered these precious tags on etsy from a sweet seller. I may use the #'s and the days of the week to make a huge family calender on a 24x24 black framed cork board from , where else, Target. Thought I would use it as an inspiration board, but when i saw these I couldn't resist!

Then my fun Heidi Swapp treasures came too.....could she be any cuter! The clear butterfly ghost are so adorable. These images are from her gallery. I need to get going on some creations before my girlies are out of school & the quiet inspirational-free time is shot!
My hydrangeas are still hanging in there. I bought these about 3 months ago & they are still as gorgeous. I just love them on my kitchen table but we'll get them planted outside along with the others soon.
Today I began reading Purpose Driven Life. I have the daily devotionals emailed to me each morning. They are wonderful. This book is desinged to be read in 40 days, so I'll do my best! I would love to create a journal to store my thoughts as I go along. We'll see....

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Madison Grace























Madison Grace....
.I love your name. I thought of naming you Mary Grace, but daddy Gregg would have nothing to do with a name that sounded so southern! So his fave name at the time was Madison. I think its so fun that since you started your new school they call you "madison grace"....such a beautiful name for a beautiful girl.

It drives your sisters crazy , but you were the easiest pregnancy, delivery, & baby! You were the tiniest one at 6 lbs 6 oz! You never cried! Since I owned the gift shop when you were born, I would bring you with me & you would sleep in the moses basket...so precious!
You have the most gorgeous striking blue eyes. Your great grandmother's eyes were that same gorgeous blue. People stop us all the time to comment how pretty your eyes are~ & that dimple is a knock out too!


You are my easy tempered child who is always a help. You are kind & gentle. When you were little mimi & poppy called you fearless because you will try anything!
You began dancing ballet when you were 3 years old~ now 9 years later it has been a joy to watch you perform. What a thrill to see you dance on stage at the Fox Theatre with the Atlanta Ballet in the Nutcracker!! I pray you always sense the joy of the Lord as you dance!
You love the to help in the kitchen. And your family loves your signature home made croutons! Most days I can find you watching our fave girls on Food Network~ Giada, Rachael, Ina & Paula too! You love looking at our growing collection of cookbooks & helping me think up new recipes to try.







You have a wonderful fashion sense & look great in your new 3 inch wedges!
You are always wanting to make sure I'm ok~ that warms my heart. I think you & I will be great friends as you grow up





You love to shop with me & don't mind a public hug!
You love to read , but that wasn't always the case. You discovered Harry Potter books & never looked back. You most recently finished Pride & Prejudice.


You are historical fiction, painted toes, pointe shoes, lime green iPod shuffle,
& a great walk on the beach.
You are Junior Beta Club, all A's, art class & coffe drinks.
You are salads, the color purple & very easy to please.
You have a strong faith & love to ask others if they believe in Jesus.
You are a tender hearted young lady & whose blue eyes can spill tears quick as a wink.
You are a leader, a loyal friend, & a warm morning snuggle.

I'm so proud to call you my daughter & my friend
I love you little bird.












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Thursday, April 26, 2007

Leaving the nest


Chicadee nest
Originally uploaded by jody.z.

For several weeks now i have been so enchanted with the mr & mrs chickadee who have made their nest in a birdhouse on my porch. I love to watch them daily flutter in and out...so sweet. Their little song has become familiar to me & I enjoy listening to their music all day long!
A few days ago i heard the chirping of their babies...loud chirping I might add!

Each night this week we have eaten our dinner outside on the porch near their nest. Mom & dad chirp away while we dine & I remind the girls not to make any loud noises to scare them away.

Well...last night as we were eating we heard a thump. There, just below the birdhouse, was one of the babies. He was laying on his little back. OH goodness....we all were so distressed-- do we touch him? is this normal? do we try to place him back in the nest? where were mom & dad? is he big enough to be out yet? After what seemed like an eternity, but in actuality was only about 5 minutes, he flipped himself upright & began singing. By this time the girls were all inside...teary might i add... & I am frantically calling any vet in the yellow pages trying to find someone who was open at this late hour & is familiar with birds.


I finally get sent to a wonderful kindhearted woman. I tell her the story, how we heard the mom & dad singing for days but tonight they were no where in sight. How he fell out and was just sort of jumping around , now in the pine straw area of our yard.
So she tells me--chickadees learn to fly from the ground. Unlike wrens & bluebirds which fly from the nest, these little guys actually drop out of their nest....who knew? She then tells me that mom & dad are probably out nearby under a shrub with the rest of the family waiting on this little guy & that he's doing exactly what he is supposed to be doing. She tells me I can calm my girls, one of which is truly upset by this point....how sweet is that?!
She also tells me it takes these little guys about 3-4 days before they can fly. By this time we can now hear mom & dads song. The late bloomer is chirping away. I decided to go ask my next door neighbors if they would kindly keep an eye on their indoor doggie as the little chickadee has now crossed the picket fence & is hopping around in their yard.

A happy ending for my family of animal lovers.
Whew...all that & then the tear-jerker Idol episode.
Needless to say, by bedtime I was completely emotionally wore out!

This morning I hear their happy song. What a blessing! I am in awe of God's creation. He is aware of every living creature.

Luke 12:6-8
Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Sweet Emily Austin













Sweet Emi....that's been your little nickname for sometime now & you are just that....such a sweet girl. This summer you will turn 11 years old~ I can't believe how grown up you are. I am so proud of how well you have done in school this year. I know last year was maybe harder for you than you realize, but you have done great. You are a hard worker & you love to learn.




You have been "playing school" since you were a little girl. Each year you are so in love with your school teacher. Every year we think, how will next year beat the last & it does! You love to come home & act out the events of your day--so sweet!



You began asking to play violin when you were about 7 or 8 years old. I love listening to you! You make such a beautiful violinist!



You love Dancing with the Stars & American Idol. You love spaghetti , macaroni and cheese, and our new Robin miller recipe-creamy fusili with chicken and mushrooms. I love when you help me in the kitchen.


You are my sweet spirited, non competitive, kind , tenderhearted, gentle child. You are compassionate. You are a deep thinker. You usually full of laughter and on the days you aren't, it just means you have a full load that day. But Emi, if I could choose my favorite word to describe you it would be loyal. You are an amazingly loyal friend. You are an amazingly loyal sister. When we saw the movie "Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe" ( part of the Narnia chronicles) Dad & I were both so moved the character Lucy. She so quickly forgave Edmund. She asked no questions- just loved him. That's exactly how you are!




You were only 10 weeks old when your daddy Gregg passed away. But the amazing gift the Lord gave me was that you look just like him! You have the same happy spirit that both Grandma Miller & your great grandpa Sousley have! When you were a baby, our friends called you Gregga for that very reason.




One of my favorite memories...You asked me if you could join me on my daily walk/jog. You reached for my hand & held it the entire two miles....what a memory in my heart....the feel of your sweet hand in mine.




I am so proud of you. I love you dearly. Please know you have a special place in our family that no one else can fill. God created you to be YOU!


I love you my angel baby!







Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Jackie

I love this little book. Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis is someone whose life fascinates me. Her love of art, literature , especially poetry was the inspiration for this little collection. Caroline Kennedy shares a glimpse into her mother's heart through some of Jackie's favorite poems.
One of my favorites...


Sea Joy
by Jacqueline Bouvier
When I go down by the sandy shore
I can think of nothing I want more
Than to live by the booming blue sea
As the seagulls flutter round about me
I can run about- when the tide is out
With the wind and the sand and the sea all about
And the seagulls are swirling and diving for fish
Oh~ to live by the sea is my only wish.
~1939

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Tiny tears


Sometimes there are those sweet little conversations that you just want to hold in your heart.
Yesterday we had one of those.
I had to work late the night before. When Caroline woke the next morning she told me to come into her room,
she had something to show me.
She takes out her pillow and begins to point to about 10 random places on that pillow.
She then says, "This is where all my tears were that I cried last night because you were gone"
sniff ....sniff....sniff....

by the way....i only work one evening a week & she was home with daddy....i didn't desert her ~but i did feel loved!
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